HE IS STILL STALKING ME

I am surprised my ex just sms me. HE asking how i am doing and said he will help me with my online work. I am shocked when he mentioned several sites where i am actively make contribution… HOW COME HE KNOWS THIS? I responded plainly “So your bad habit to spy on me is still on?” And he responded me. “Nothing bad with that. I just want to make sure that you are OK. I am regularly check your friendster to see your activity. That’s all. Nothing bad with that.”

omg………. nothing bad with that??? This person is really lost his sense… he thinks make someone feel threaten and not secure is not bad?? He is really crazy. This person’s compass does not point NORTH totally.

I am sad… he was a good person. Why he turns out to be like this? Is it because of me?

~Sally

Safe Harbor

The storm has been raging for so long now
Pouring rain, crashing thunder, howling wind
Beating down on this lonely ship
Searching for a place to call home

There was a time; it seems so long ago
The sun shone brightly in the clear blue sky
Looking up from the bow into forever
A gentle breeze, cotton candy clouds

But the storm slowly moved in
A few scattered showers and thunderstorms
Days of downpour, flashes of lightning
With shelter so hard to find
Rainbows still shone, beacons of hope
In the unlikeliest places
Vibrant against a backdrop of gray
A glimpse at the best of times

As the years passed by
The storms changed, getting worse
Getting better, and fading away
But they’d left their mark
A vessel is forever changed
When touched that way

And although you can rebuild
The damage has been done
Horrible storms had been forecast
For the not so distant future

But they wouldn’t hit this ship
Not again, no more damage would be done
The ship will be protected now
Lost no more, tossed about no longer
Safe in a harbor to forever call home

~by Jennifer Hickok

I Thank you Baby

I really appreciate your love,
Your helpful, understanding and giving ways,
And how your generous heart
Your unselfishness displays. 

 

I thank you for your kindness,
for your patience;
You’re one of the nicest person
I have ever met.~ Sally~

Mein Engel

 

Wer bist du ? Du lebst allein in meinen Vorstellungen, so schnell du kamst, warst du auch schon wieder weg. Doch ich bin mir ganz sicher, du bist für mich gekommen, dich hat der Himmel geschickt! Ein Engel, doch ich hab dich berührt, du nahmst meine Hand nur für ein paar Sekunden. Aber ich habe die Hand eines Engels berührt, unsere Nasen, die sich berührten, als wir miteinander sprachen. Das alles war real, ich hab es doch gespürt. Doch die Art wie du lachst, zeigt mir, dass du ein Engel bist!
Ich hab zwar noch keinen getroffen, aber bei dir bin ich mir sicher, du warst da, als ich dich brauchte und hast diesen einen Abend zum schönsten meines Lebens gemacht. Mein Engel, bei dir konnte mir nichts passieren, du passt auf mich auf, schaust du auch jetzt vom Himmel herunter und achtest auf mich? Ich kann dich spüren, du bist mir ganz nah, ich kann deinen Atem spüren, die Wärme, die von dir zu mir strahlt.
Danke, dass du auf mich aufpasst! Ich muss dich nicht sehen, um zu wissen, du bist bei mir, ich hab einen Engel bekommen, den schönsten auf der Welt, der mich mit seinem Lächeln einfach nur glücklich macht !

MY MOOD IS CRAZY

I am having my period today. And my mood starts to rumble. When I got home I cried… and cried and cried for not clear reasons.

When I switched on the TV, “Bicentennial Man” (Robin Williams) was playing and i cried again and again during the movie. It’s strucked to my heart so deep…. I was thinking…. if i have someone so caring like him, even if he is a robot, mutant or alien (SURE a cute one hihihi) i will be happy. I will accept him whatever he is. < I’m sounds crazy right?>

   

After the movie I switched on the radio… and all songs played  was  love songs …..GRRRRRRRRRR and i cried again….

S**t. What’s wrong with me? This tears is killing me… I never cry this much for such a long time.

Now i am blogging to neutralize my feeling and also checking my e mail hoping some friends still remember me and send me emails or maybe I will got email from Uwe, my new German friend who wants me to teach him Bahasa and he will teach me German in return.

~ tschally ~

I AM NOT HAPPY

Why when your friends need someone to talk to they can count on you? You will be there right away?

Why when I need someone to talk to you never or rarely be there? I dont understand at all….

It’s so weird now…when I need to talk… I have to go online and looking for a stranger to talk to?? Where are you? I am not asking for your time 100%…. I just need you to be there when I need you.

I don’t want to be like this forever…

Do you know how I am feeling lately? Do you ever think about it?

I am not complaining… 

 

~Sally ………….hoping someone OUT THERE CAN LISTEN TO ME WHEN I CRY

I miss you Baby…..:-((

I miss you so much.

I’m in a BAAAD MOOD

Or burn out?

I dont feel like want to work or do anything. 

I feel i am trapped. I dont like being here but i have to. Cos i dont have any choice. Someone help me… please.. the longer i am here.. the worst i feel… i need fresh air.

~ Sally

HANCOCK – Will Smith’s New Movie

I went to the cinema today… not on purpose actually. I was bored at home and decide to go to the nearest mall around the corner to window shopping heheheh… (what else) and suddenly I show the big billboard showing HANCOCK is playing. Will Smith is one of my favorite actor so i rushed and qued for the ticket. The movie is funny like Smith’s other movies and the story is interesting and wonderful. WHOAA I have a really nice day…

“John Hancock is an unhappy, alcoholic superhero who is living in his own world. He has saved numerous lives in Los Angeles over the years, but in doing so has caused widespread property damage costing the city millions of dollars. The public has had enough of Hancock, and want him to either stop or move to another city. One day, Hancock saves Ray Embrey (Jason Bateman), a public-relations spokesperson whose attempts to market his world-changing “All-Heart” charity aren’t gaining traction, from being run over by a train. Ray feels he owes Hancock his life, and he makes it his mission to change Hancock’s public image for the better.

Ray persuades Hancock to go to prison so that the public will realize how much they need him. He reluctantly agrees and after a month the Chief of Police calls him to help save an officer who is pinned down in a bank robbery shootout. Hancock saves the officer, removes the gang, and cuts the hand off the leader, who is holding a dead man’s switch on a detonator.

After the rescue, Hancock becomes popular once more, as Ray had predicted. Ray and his wife Mary (Charlize Theron) go out to dinner with Hancock, where he relates how he woke up 80 years earlier with no memories of his life. Later that night, while Ray sleeps after passing out from drinking too much, Hancock discovers that Mary too has super powers. Mary reveals that they are members of an ancient race and are at least 3000 years old. The race eventually died out because of their weakness which causes its members to lose their powers when in close proximity to one another. Members of this race were created in pairs, and are inevitably drawn towards each other; she is Hancock’s “other half”.

Mary and Hancock have a brief fight over revealing this fact to Ray, inadvertently doing just that in the process. Hancock starts to lose his powers, and is shot twice in the chest when he attempts to stop a liquor store robbery. When he is admitted to the hospital, the news media covers it, thus revealing his location. Shortly before this the news had also revealed that the one-handed robber had escaped, along with two other men, whom Hancock attacked and humiliated his first day in prison. The three villains converge on the hospital and Mary is shot while attempting to protect Hancock. Hancock finishes off the two henchmen, but is still severely wounded. Just as he is about to be killed, Ray grabs a fire axe and chops the robber’s other hand off, thus saving Hancock. To save Mary, Hancock leaves the city, restoring both their powers. The film ends with Hancock accepting his role as a hero and living in New York City, letting Ray and Mary live a normal life while remaining their friend. He calls them on the phone one evening as they walk along the Santa Monica Pier and has them look up to the sky. He has painted Ray’s All-Heart logo on the moon as a thanks.”

Hancock

ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha :-D

Oh my God… i cant help myselfffff……….

Oh my God… i cant help myselfffff……….