FIRST AID TRAINING

Exhausted day. Morning woke up with pain inside my head.. blocked nose… swollen eyes. Left over from the misunderstanding last night. Slept with tears and nightmares.

Handy showed one unread message. Good. It was from Harry. I hoped he regret harsh words from last night. Yes.. it came. He said SORRY. I reply .. no problem. Indeed it is no problem for me. When you say sorry.. all mistake has been erased. It was a magic word for me.

Reply the sms … get things back to the track…Fight is over. Smile again.. happy again. IT ALWAYS RELIEVING after fight like this. Everybody sorry and promised this will never happened again (but only in each other’s mind).

I love you… really …. and you are the last person on earth I want to fight with.

Hurried up to the office cos the training started at 9.00 which it is my usual time arrived at the office. Stopped by at the food stand and bought breakfast. Hurried up to into the office…. try to eat breakfast slowly.. but cant… phone ringing asking this and that… and finally left some food for lunch..

At the training room… only 5 people arrived.. wasting time waiting for all attendance… never be ON TIME.. why?

First lesson… Introduction..

Second lesson….. how to identify the type of case – medical or trauma

Third lesson… how to handle wounds

practicing…

The lesson was not complete… The teacher ask everybody to read the book cos not enough time to explain all subject… tomorrow will be the evaluation.

HMmmmm another time to spend … to read the book…

Boring

Training finished at 5 PM

Everybody hurried up.

On the desk.. works pile up. nothing has done today.

================== HMMMMMMMMMMMMMPPPPPPPPPPPPPHHHHH ======== Sally took a looooooooooooooong deep breath……..

In the Crossroad…

Why live is not always easy for me? Sorry GOD.. i am not complaining.. but it seems i got challenged everyday. I know you love me and want to show me more about life to get wiser everyday…. to live a better live. And i appreciate that… cos only the chosen one got tested right? hehehe I know in the end everything will be fine… as always.. Thank you.

Now i am in the middle of stuck of problems at work that i decided to quit.

I already called the person who offered me job 2 months ago.. if the post is still available and she said YES. WE STILL NEED YOU.

She will talk to her bos to get the approval than i will resign from this current job.

I am tired… The money for this project is not there… and i confuse how to swap the money from one account to another. People demanding me to provide the money.. and IT’s NOT MY JOB… it’s someone elses job. and i am just helping for temporary.. but why it seems like this is all my responsibility. I am not paid for this job. I signed a contract to do other job.

Gosshhh..

Help mee

~Sally