I MISS MY FAMILY

I just called my mom.. and i cried during the conversation… cos I miss her. I miss my family… no matter what… they are still my family. My blood… Even sometimes they disappointed me they are still my family. Not a perfect one but make you happy just to hear their voice.

I said to my mom that i am going home soon.. maybe in the mid of July. Cos i missed them. Esp my father. I dont know why but lately i saw him everywhere.. I watched a movie and suddenly the actor there looks like my father.
At the office one of my colleague also now looks like my father. On the street.. several times i think i’ve seen my father in the crowd. Sounds crazy.. but it is.. I got a weird feeling that… i should go home.. I need to see my father. Maybe to say sorry cos i haven’t fulfill my promise to myself that I want to make them happy.. I want to build a house for them at least a place to stay without being worried that the owner of the land they rented will kicked them out in a short notice and there’s no place to go…

My father is sick and i can’t imagine he has to live in poorer condition and begging for other’s mercy. Oh God prevent this….

I am not rich but i will try to make my parents happy. I LOVE THEM. God please help me.

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