I DONT UNDERSTAND YOU

I hate this feeling..
Feeling that i am always be the last person to know things about you..
Who am I? Why i am always be the last one on your list to be informed about anything?
Distance is not the issue here. If you are willing.. there is no such excuses.

I am not a whinny person. I am not asking to be taking care of all the time.
I am not complaining as i told you… i try my best to understand you…
But why you keep me hanging on the line…
Why i am the one who keep sms you and reminding you that i am here and love you.
Why can’t you just show me a little bit that you care..

I am not in the position to taking care of you at the moment.
I have not much money left to keep phoning you or sms you.
I am using my last money to keep you informed so you know that i care about you.
Why is it so difficult for you to understand this.
Why i have to wait all night long for a single sms… just to make sure that you are OK and you don’t bother at all to reply?
Who is needing help? Me or you? If you seeking for help and somebody come and offer a help
at least a shoulder to cry on… why you keep this person waiting all night long ?
DO YOU THINK THAT NICE?

Harry.. harry… what else should I do..

If you want to have a woman to be treated like this… then find one!!!! That person definitely not me.

I am giving you everything.. anything to show you that i love you so SINCERE that doesn’t matter who you are, what your problems are..but it seems like you  always say.. I AM TOO GOOD FOR YOU..

Maybe you will love person who likes to kick your ass or keep hurting you more…..

I dont know… I am speechless.

~ Sally…