I Lost You

Nights passed, and I feel so low,
I count the hours, but they go so slow.
I know the sound of your voice, it can save my soul.

City lights  and the streets are gold
Looked down my window to the world below
Everything move so fast, but it feels so cold
And I am all alone,
Don’t let me die, I’m losing my mind,
Baby just give me a sign that you understand me…

I can’t sleep, I’m up all night.
Through these tears, I try to smile.
I know, the touch of your hand, It can save my life.
But you let me down, I can’t come to you
but I got to be with you some how.

And now I feel that you’re gone…
I’ve lost you in the middle of this chaos
I just wanna be with you but I can’t …
You drain all sanity in me… you awaken all feelings I never thought I had…
Envy… Jealousy… hatred… scared… angry… feel betrayed… feel wasted… feel unwanted…
And the worst …. feel sorry for myself
You awaken all bad feelings that could kill me easily
Only GOD is my shield.. to him I surrender myself.

I have to go for a reason…
be together weaken each of us…
For your happiness….
And the most important for my happiness…
but somehow I can’t go on.. you will see me around

I love you so much…
Whatever happened between us… you are still in my heart….
As per your words… “the box will never close”
I am always with you…
Here and there… I am always pray for your happiness…
Yours forever

Sally~dated: 4 November 2008