LONG TIME NO SEE

 

Sorry………. Just have a chance to write you again. I was totally busy these three weeks. I visited my home in several places and had no time even to catch my breath hehehe.

So far everything is OK. I got permission from my mother to go to Gerro. My motorcycle issues solved, my ticket to Gerro is OK, my visa is granted and my work so far is fine. My replacement is in board already. I just need to spend some time to hand over my work. Not really a big thing.

The hard part now is to packing my stuff .. and move it to “i dont know yet” while packing my stuff for Gerro… phuh… 20 kg.. is really killing me. Cos i have lot’s of things i want to bring with me.

Now the hardest part…. struggling with myself …these question keep coming like.. Am i doing the right thing? Is this what i want in live while there’s so much i can achieve? Is he the right guy? I am sure he is the one for me.. but why this question is keep coming? Is it some kind of warning from my subconscious?

Well I dont know the answer… i pray and i clean my heart to go to Gerro… I need to go there.. to fine the answers… whatever it will be then…. let see

So weird i dont get nervous at all…. am i in some kind of denial?

Weird… I just feel like i am going to some familiar place where there’s nothing to worry.

 

 

~Sally – in “between” state