Welcome my dearest little buddie….

Announcement….

Announcement…

I am an auntie now… my first nephew was born on 21 July. Incredible.. My little brother has become a father.. HE HAS A SON.. omg… time flies so fast. I still remember clearly when he is still at the elementary school and i was taking him to the school everyday…

I still remember the day he went to the university… and how proud i am of him.

~ Sally Happy mode <ON>

I MISS YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU

I miss you …

I miss you…

I miss you…

I miss you…

HE IS STILL STALKING ME

I am surprised my ex just sms me. HE asking how i am doing and said he will help me with my online work. I am shocked when he mentioned several sites where i am actively make contribution… HOW COME HE KNOWS THIS? I responded plainly “So your bad habit to spy on me is still on?” And he responded me. “Nothing bad with that. I just want to make sure that you are OK. I am regularly check your friendster to see your activity. That’s all. Nothing bad with that.”

omg………. nothing bad with that??? This person is really lost his sense… he thinks make someone feel threaten and not secure is not bad?? He is really crazy. This person’s compass does not point NORTH totally.

I am sad… he was a good person. Why he turns out to be like this? Is it because of me?

~Sally

Safe Harbor

The storm has been raging for so long now
Pouring rain, crashing thunder, howling wind
Beating down on this lonely ship
Searching for a place to call home

There was a time; it seems so long ago
The sun shone brightly in the clear blue sky
Looking up from the bow into forever
A gentle breeze, cotton candy clouds

But the storm slowly moved in
A few scattered showers and thunderstorms
Days of downpour, flashes of lightning
With shelter so hard to find
Rainbows still shone, beacons of hope
In the unlikeliest places
Vibrant against a backdrop of gray
A glimpse at the best of times

As the years passed by
The storms changed, getting worse
Getting better, and fading away
But they’d left their mark
A vessel is forever changed
When touched that way

And although you can rebuild
The damage has been done
Horrible storms had been forecast
For the not so distant future

But they wouldn’t hit this ship
Not again, no more damage would be done
The ship will be protected now
Lost no more, tossed about no longer
Safe in a harbor to forever call home

~by Jennifer Hickok

I Thank you Baby

I really appreciate your love,
Your helpful, understanding and giving ways,
And how your generous heart
Your unselfishness displays. 

 

I thank you for your kindness,
for your patience;
You’re one of the nicest person
I have ever met.~ Sally~

Mein Engel

 

Wer bist du ? Du lebst allein in meinen Vorstellungen, so schnell du kamst, warst du auch schon wieder weg. Doch ich bin mir ganz sicher, du bist für mich gekommen, dich hat der Himmel geschickt! Ein Engel, doch ich hab dich berührt, du nahmst meine Hand nur für ein paar Sekunden. Aber ich habe die Hand eines Engels berührt, unsere Nasen, die sich berührten, als wir miteinander sprachen. Das alles war real, ich hab es doch gespürt. Doch die Art wie du lachst, zeigt mir, dass du ein Engel bist!
Ich hab zwar noch keinen getroffen, aber bei dir bin ich mir sicher, du warst da, als ich dich brauchte und hast diesen einen Abend zum schönsten meines Lebens gemacht. Mein Engel, bei dir konnte mir nichts passieren, du passt auf mich auf, schaust du auch jetzt vom Himmel herunter und achtest auf mich? Ich kann dich spüren, du bist mir ganz nah, ich kann deinen Atem spüren, die Wärme, die von dir zu mir strahlt.
Danke, dass du auf mich aufpasst! Ich muss dich nicht sehen, um zu wissen, du bist bei mir, ich hab einen Engel bekommen, den schönsten auf der Welt, der mich mit seinem Lächeln einfach nur glücklich macht !

MY MOOD IS CRAZY

I am having my period today. And my mood starts to rumble. When I got home I cried… and cried and cried for not clear reasons.

When I switched on the TV, “Bicentennial Man” (Robin Williams) was playing and i cried again and again during the movie. It’s strucked to my heart so deep…. I was thinking…. if i have someone so caring like him, even if he is a robot, mutant or alien (SURE a cute one hihihi) i will be happy. I will accept him whatever he is. < I’m sounds crazy right?>

   

After the movie I switched on the radio… and all songs played  was  love songs …..GRRRRRRRRRR and i cried again….

S**t. What’s wrong with me? This tears is killing me… I never cry this much for such a long time.

Now i am blogging to neutralize my feeling and also checking my e mail hoping some friends still remember me and send me emails or maybe I will got email from Uwe, my new German friend who wants me to teach him Bahasa and he will teach me German in return.

~ tschally ~

I AM NOT HAPPY

Why when your friends need someone to talk to they can count on you? You will be there right away?

Why when I need someone to talk to you never or rarely be there? I dont understand at all….

It’s so weird now…when I need to talk… I have to go online and looking for a stranger to talk to?? Where are you? I am not asking for your time 100%…. I just need you to be there when I need you.

I don’t want to be like this forever…

Do you know how I am feeling lately? Do you ever think about it?

I am not complaining… 

 

~Sally ………….hoping someone OUT THERE CAN LISTEN TO ME WHEN I CRY

I miss you Baby…..:-((

I miss you so much.

I’m in a BAAAD MOOD

Or burn out?

I dont feel like want to work or do anything. 

I feel i am trapped. I dont like being here but i have to. Cos i dont have any choice. Someone help me… please.. the longer i am here.. the worst i feel… i need fresh air.

~ Sally