I MISS MY FAMILY

I just called my mom.. and i cried during the conversation… cos I miss her. I miss my family… no matter what… they are still my family. My blood… Even sometimes they disappointed me they are still my family. Not a perfect one but make you happy just to hear their voice.

I said to my mom that i am going home soon.. maybe in the mid of July. Cos i missed them. Esp my father. I dont know why but lately i saw him everywhere.. I watched a movie and suddenly the actor there looks like my father.
At the office one of my colleague also now looks like my father. On the street.. several times i think i’ve seen my father in the crowd. Sounds crazy.. but it is.. I got a weird feeling that… i should go home.. I need to see my father. Maybe to say sorry cos i haven’t fulfill my promise to myself that I want to make them happy.. I want to build a house for them at least a place to stay without being worried that the owner of the land they rented will kicked them out in a short notice and there’s no place to go…

My father is sick and i can’t imagine he has to live in poorer condition and begging for other’s mercy. Oh God prevent this….

I am not rich but i will try to make my parents happy. I LOVE THEM. God please help me.

*_i_*

WHEN IS MY TURN?

It’s been a week or two I’ve been busy updating my face book site www.facebook.com searching for long lost friends from Elementary school, high school, senior high, university and colleagues at work in A**** (2002) and from other places.

I am surprised how many friends that has been lost can be found at this wonderful network website based. I am also so happy that i can found people that i though i will never see them again. They are my former bosses that made great contribution to my career and made a big changes in my life.

My first bos, Mr. Anth** B****(Sudanese). The greatest bos ever… who trusted me and believe in me.. who make me come forward this far. He encouraged me all the times….

I remember when i was a novice and newbie at the office… the time when everything is still blur and when i didn’t know what to do and made mistakes all the time… but he never… never blame me, upset, neither discouraged me… he always says…(whenever i failed) “I know you can do this, this is your first time and you’ll be better in the future” and he is RIGHT!!!

My second bos and dearest one, Mr. Elm***** (Danish) who think that i deserve more that just a clerk in a small city and promoted me to Timbuktu… the headquarter. He trusted me enough to work with his wonderful, experienced team.. and loving people… He also taught me an important lesson that “there’s always a good side in every people”. I know he has many enemies around him cos his idealistic view. But he never stop believing in people.

GOD is always good to me.. whenever i go … i met many good people…. angels in human body.

From this face book i found also that almost 70% of my friends are in school now.. taking their master degree. I am sad… this is my dream. I WANT TO GO BACK TO SCHOOL. I MISS SCHOOL. It sad cos i know i’m smarter than them.. why they can and i can’t???

Go to school… go to school…. go to school… go to school….

~ Sally is dreaming go back to school.

ANOTHER BOOKS BY AST

Hurrray….

I found another books of her. Good.. good.. I am so glad i found these. I thought i have lost it somewhere ….

The right one was written based on my personal life. hehehe I should get royalty for this. hushhhh i am just kidding. I dont ask for that….. well.. she wrote my name in the book … it is enough

“Thank you very much for My best friend, P**** *B****** (for your assistance to collect these information and for the sincere and wonderful friendship all these time)”.

~ Sally (wondering when she can write a book hiks hiks hiks)

My best friend’s Novel

I woke up early today, around 5 in the morning. I felt so hungry and decided to cook a little bit. Simple menu, at least i have something to calm my stomach. No wonder i felt hungry cos last night i didn’t have dinner. After chat with Harry i felt tired and then … pluk..fell onto my pillow and sleep.

After my early breakfast i cleaned my room and rearranged my books in the drawers and i found my best friend’s novel. It’s a teen-lit kind of. For teenager. I remember i haven’t finished to read it in.. let say…in one year hehehehe.. Yea..yea.. blame me. Cos this book was packed with my other stuff in Timbuktu while i stay in other city for a year. Sorry my dear friend. SO .. i decided to read it and then finished it in one hour. not really thick book. 100 pages or so but a nice one. My friend really know how to write. I know she is meant for something bigger that a teen novel and i pray for her success all the time. I am sure that the time will come soon.

She deserve more !!

~ Sally

STAY

Where have you been, My long lost friend?
It’s good to see you again.
Come and sit for a while.. I’ve missed your smile
Today the past is goodbye.
Time can’t erase A lover’s embrace.
Can’t you hear it calling? A new day dawning You were longing to find.

Love’s taken you far Away from my heart,
And I’ve been here all alone.
Have your eyes failed to find
What took you from mine, A vision that’s faded through time?
But you sailed away, A fine summer’s day, Cause you heard it calling,
A new day dawning, You were longing to find.

There is a way to make you stay.
Darlin don’t turn away Don’t doubt your heart and keep us apart
I’m right where you are …Stay

FIRST AID TRAINING

Exhausted day. Morning woke up with pain inside my head.. blocked nose… swollen eyes. Left over from the misunderstanding last night. Slept with tears and nightmares.

Handy showed one unread message. Good. It was from Harry. I hoped he regret harsh words from last night. Yes.. it came. He said SORRY. I reply .. no problem. Indeed it is no problem for me. When you say sorry.. all mistake has been erased. It was a magic word for me.

Reply the sms … get things back to the track…Fight is over. Smile again.. happy again. IT ALWAYS RELIEVING after fight like this. Everybody sorry and promised this will never happened again (but only in each other’s mind).

I love you… really …. and you are the last person on earth I want to fight with.

Hurried up to the office cos the training started at 9.00 which it is my usual time arrived at the office. Stopped by at the food stand and bought breakfast. Hurried up to into the office…. try to eat breakfast slowly.. but cant… phone ringing asking this and that… and finally left some food for lunch..

At the training room… only 5 people arrived.. wasting time waiting for all attendance… never be ON TIME.. why?

First lesson… Introduction..

Second lesson….. how to identify the type of case – medical or trauma

Third lesson… how to handle wounds

practicing…

The lesson was not complete… The teacher ask everybody to read the book cos not enough time to explain all subject… tomorrow will be the evaluation.

HMmmmm another time to spend … to read the book…

Boring

Training finished at 5 PM

Everybody hurried up.

On the desk.. works pile up. nothing has done today.

================== HMMMMMMMMMMMMMPPPPPPPPPPPPPHHHHH ======== Sally took a looooooooooooooong deep breath……..

In the Crossroad…

Why live is not always easy for me? Sorry GOD.. i am not complaining.. but it seems i got challenged everyday. I know you love me and want to show me more about life to get wiser everyday…. to live a better live. And i appreciate that… cos only the chosen one got tested right? hehehe I know in the end everything will be fine… as always.. Thank you.

Now i am in the middle of stuck of problems at work that i decided to quit.

I already called the person who offered me job 2 months ago.. if the post is still available and she said YES. WE STILL NEED YOU.

She will talk to her bos to get the approval than i will resign from this current job.

I am tired… The money for this project is not there… and i confuse how to swap the money from one account to another. People demanding me to provide the money.. and IT’s NOT MY JOB… it’s someone elses job. and i am just helping for temporary.. but why it seems like this is all my responsibility. I am not paid for this job. I signed a contract to do other job.

Gosshhh..

Help mee

~Sally

MORE CUTIES

Oh my…. They are so cuteeeee.

~ Sally… “falling in love mode <ON>” with these cute creatures

Blogging from Windows Live writer

I just found this add-ons at internet explorer and it seems a lot easier to blog from here than at the wordpress website. Here i can explore my creativity with supporting tools and useful features its provided for example to add pictures and video. So … don’t get surprised in the future my blog will be more crowded with pictures or videos or songs or any kind of animation hehehe.

Oh btw these last few weeks I found new hobbies. I like to collect cooking video. hehehe. One site i like the most at the moment is www.foodwishes.com. The chef teaches step by step cooking process and it looks so easy. And the yummy too.

I also like to collect baby animals picture like this one. She is so cute. How i know it is she? hmmm it’s just my instinct i guess.

Love to fine more and more interesting thing i can do at the internet.

~ Sally

Lapie is back

Thank God, my lapie works again. How relieve…

I have tried to work on it for two weeks. I broken the seal (because it is new and still in guarantee period) cos i dont have money heheheh to bring it to computer store to fix it.

FIrst guest from Harry,  maybe it suffer from severe virus attack and he suggested me to take out the hardisk and scan it. So i did. I bought casing for exterternal harddisk and scan with updated anti virtus at my PC at the office. but nada… theres one or two viruses but not the severe one. It’s only viruses from some downloaded program.. but the antivirus did not find anything in the system files.

I was helpless.. and then search at the google the problem solution and found several. I tried and still the same. I put the hardisk back to the lapie and the message appear that my hardisk is not detected. I am so pissed at that time.. cos it means the hardisk is broken then i have to buy a new one and it cost alot, almost $100.

Well.. i dont give up easily like that.. i am looking for another solution at the internet and found some. I tried and it works. Thanks guys.

And here it is……. My lapie, is back.

~ Sally  (I admit that without you my life is miserable Dear Lapie.. So please dont get in trouble again ja. I promise i will taking good care of you- scout promise )